there’s a shadow in my room and it isn’t mine
APACALDA
There’s a Shadow in My Room and It Isn’t Mine is APACALDA’s most vulnerable and cinematic work to date. Across eleven tracks, the Montreal-based artist confronts the unseen weight of mental health, tracing the ways we carry burdens that are not always ours yet shape us profoundly.
Merging indie, electronic pop, and post-punk with sweeping orchestral textures, APACALDA crafts soundscapes that are both haunting and cathartic. Her lyrics act as confessions and reflections, peeling back layers of fear, memory, and resilience with unflinching honesty. From the explosive urgency of “Darkness” to the fragile stillness of “Wait Another Day” and “Heavy Bag,” the album balances intensity with intimacy, moving fluidly between high-energy anthems and quiet, raw meditations.
At its core, the record is about shadows—those inner figures we inherit, suppress, or wrestle with—and the process of naming them in order to let go. APACALDA’s storytelling refuses to turn away from pain but instead illuminates it, revealing both its weight and its potential for transformation.
Visually and sonically, the album embraces a cinematic edge: immersive, unsettling at times, but ultimately tender. It resonates with anyone who has felt haunted by invisible forces yet is searching for release, belonging, and light.
With There’s a Shadow in My Room and It Isn’t Mine, APACALDA steps into her own as a daring and empathetic voice in the indie landscape—one that doesn’t just acknowledge the shadows but dares to hold them, study them, and finally, let them go.
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She's Not Coming 3:440:00/3:44
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Dead Weight 3:410:00/3:41
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Darkness 3:090:00/3:09
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Jealous 3:380:00/3:38
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Hindsight 2:460:00/2:46
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Wait Another Day 4:150:00/4:15
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Nothing to Lose 3:030:00/3:03
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Fever Dream 3:390:00/3:39
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Lie 4 U 4:230:00/4:23
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0:00/3:31
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Heavy Bag 4:270:00/4:27
